I love you very much. Despite our lack of blood relations, it is our similarities that bind us together, and our status as mentor and disciple. I owe you so much, more than I can ever repay. For teaching me, for looking after me, for carrying me home after all those drunken nights, for sitting next to me while I cry… Thank you brother.
But. There is only so much emotional and verbal abuse that I can endure from you. I cannot help you if you refuse to help yourself. I cannot be your friend and your sister if you refuse to let me. I am not just a number to call when you’re drunk and angry and need to let out steam. I am not someone you regard as a sister only when you’re happy.
You cannot keep cutting me up with your words and your actions. I do not deserve this bullshit. Despite all my failures, I do not deserve your treatment of me.
Brother, I don’t know how long more I can hold on before I snap. Please find it in yourself to remember that you do have friends. We do love you, and we do wish for your happiness.
I love you brother, friend, and mentor. You will always be my shifu and my kor. Please stop the abuse.